9.24.2009
life is good y'all
-- postin from twisted pine brewery, boulder. co
4.06.2009
so. this is definitely temporary
quite a beauty ain't it? :)
this is ronnie signin off and keepin his head high. stay tuned for something really exciting!
peace
3.05.2009
leggo my ego
the fact that i took the time to come up with a clever name for this entry and the fact that i even keep a blog in the first place is simply to satisfy my ego. the ego cares how this entry will look to readers. the ego goes back and fixes grammatical errors because it might make me look stupid. the problem is my ego is not me, it's not even mine, but.......it likes to make me believe so, and it does. my biggest fears stem from social anxiety, how and what people think of me. it's a burden i've carried my whole life. most people shed this fear when they're younger or at least learn to deal with it. i, however, attempt to deny this dilemma on a daily basis. because i'm considering revising the title of this entry i know this to be true. although i am very familiar with self-defeating inner voices, i'm not really an authority on the matter.
but...
"Behind the curtain of our intellect and emotions is our self-image or ego. The ego is not our real self; it is the image of ourselves that we have slowly built over time. It is the mask behind which we hide, but it is not the real us. And because it is not the real us, but a fraud, it lives in fear. It wants approval. It needs to control. And it follows us wherever we go.
The ego is the prison we have built around ourselves, and now it holds us captive within its walls. Any time we feel discomfort in our body, our ego, which is e-g-o or edging-god-out, is overshadowing our inner self. Fear, doubt, worry, and concern are some of the energies associated with our ego. And how do we break free from captivity? We break free by choosing to identify with our inner self, the real us.
We break free when we feel neither beneath anyone nor superior to anyone, when we shed the need to control other people, when we no longer use stereotypes or harbor extreme likes or dislikes toward people we hardly know. We break free when we refuse to follow the impulses of anger and fear, when our speech is nurturing rather than scathing, when we choose to express only our love."
...deepak chopra is...
if you haven't seen revolver, i highly recommend it. plus andre3000 is in it and i love him.
12.21.2008
culmination of an education
11.05.2008
episode VII :: America can be taken seriously again...
did you see jesse jackson? wow, i'm not really a fan of the man, but understanding his direct association with the civil rights movement and all the history behind those eyes is enough to make anyone weep. mlk is dancing in his grave.
just for the record, i didn't vote for obama because of his skin color. that's extremely ignorant. i voted for him because the US needs a serious makeover and a stodgy gray-haired grandpa is not gonna cut it for 2009. yes he's accomplished and experienced...i don't care. policy had nothing with my vote either, because not one presidential candidate in the history of the country has lived up to all the crap they talk before they're elected. remember ol' jim carter? c'mon now. if we want to be considered a true player in the global community and not just some oppressive bully state, we need fresh young eyes...elected by the people, not corporate lobbyists.
this is merely the first step, needless to say it's a huge one with some big shoes to fill. however, the shoes he has to fill are not hand-me-downs. no. he will have to design a whole new style of footwear. kick those old kicks to the recycling bin on the curb and walk tall and proud in your new shoes, barack. show us what you're really made of...
.... if mccain had won, he probably would've had a coronary from the shock and then palin would have been the effective "president" and that my friends would be enough for this young american to hand in his citizenship and ship out to south of the equator.
but that didn't happen...so.......... YES WE CAN!
11.02.2008
music is happier
i went to the jason mraz concert the other night. live music fills my heart up like a party balloon and keeps me warm. hearing music and especially playing music is like a gift to my soul. something in me transforms when music is present and this feeling is probably not something i'll ever get from architecture. goethe said that to him "architecture was frozen music." this quote has never resonated with me as much as it has within the last couple weeks.
architecture is a visual art and relatively static when compared to music. but it also has more of a sense of permanence and omnipresence, whereas music is more of a series of temporary experiences. regardless, i have felt chilled in my design these last few weeks before midterms. music is my white pony, always tempting me to ride away into the harmonic sunset and never look back. architecture is city of glory i must navigate and conquer before i can follow the sun.
talk to me in december, when i start my perpetual winter break.
check out pretty lights' new album!
10.17.2008
thanks allison...
You're just dodging all the friendly fire
You're never dressed in the right attire
You miss the start of every game
You're my flame
You make hay when the sun don't shine
You don't need a dollar, you don't need a dime
You burn at both ends and still you're fine
You're my flame
zero 7 - the garden
10.15.2008
i can be too as well, in the end, it's all about, the objective is...something to be seen...all that really matters............
9.27.2008
trail ridge shoot
9.26.2008
dude......starstruck....
michael fuckin franti!!!!! he's the one standing up in the light blue back there. I was just mindin my own business havin happy hour with friends and then franti just crosses the street right in front of me. I could barely contain myself. I can only imagine what I wouldve done had it been Keller, or Britney....
9.16.2008
9.13.2008
the tribe ride
9.04.2008
fire!!!
some moron across the hall from me started a grease fire and blew up their kitchen. three fire trucks along with half of the boulder police force showed up at my apt. bldg. last night around 9:30. needless to say it was a little unnerving. i didn't have time to put away any computers or grab the cats. i was outside for 3 minutes before i decided to ran back up and put the laptops under the couch, but when i opened the door for the 4th floor i couldn't even see my apt. door because there was so much smoke. my heart sank... thoughts started racing: did the sprinklers go off? is there smoke in our place? do my cats hate me now? turns out my apt. was not affected at all and it remains the island retreat within a sea of crappy apartments.
who the fuck cooks with grease? that's some country-ass shit!
9.01.2008
my stoic girlfriend...
nah, i just caught her in between smiles, but for some reason i really like this photo.
we waded across the treacherous boulder creek and made it with all our portable electronics still in tact and safe from the evils of h20.
8.28.2008
8.26.2008
crazy dutch architects
8.21.2008
better to see you with...
8.20.2008
omg you guys
8.19.2008
just a taste...
8.18.2008
procrastination is...well...i'll you about it later...
8.17.2008
8.10.2008
the tenth
8.08.2008
8.07.2008
you just got killed by a daewoo lanos, mofo...
i snapped this one in the theatre last night @ the 9:35 showing of pineapple express. the iphone gives whole new meaning to the term "flash photography". ha!
holy crap james franco was an f'in riot. i was privy to some more of his work on "funny or die". it's so great to see A-listers making low-budget indy films and turning them around for 10s of thousands of dollars...not to mention the publicity. hilarious...